What was the situation like before?
My name is Taylor, and I moved here to Austin with my husband two weeks ago. In the past, I walked with incredible miracles of salvation for my family. A year and a half ago, fear began to haunt me, but I had also felt fear my whole life.
One night I had this dream of opening a book about my family. The next day, a demonic force came out, and I felt something was wrong, which made me sick to my stomach. I kept having intrusive thoughts and compulsions, which have been so bad for the past year and a half. These fears caused me to lay in my bed and not do anything. I could not eat, and I lost a bunch of weight. I could not go to church; I could not do anything; I honestly wanted to die. I believed lies about God. I could not read the Bible without reading condemnation. I wanted to give up.
What did God do?
And then, when we came to Bethel Austin Young Adults, a tiny bit of will, spirit or something started rising in me. I decided that I did not want to live this way anymore.
During the second week at Bethel Austin Young Adults, there were two deliverance ministers there, and I felt, ‘Of course God, you know what I need.’ My husband and I knew there was going to be a breakthrough since I had heard it the night before. The two deliverance ministers came to me, and I felt this Presence rising, and finally, it [the fear] lifted off of me.
What is the situation like now?
Before my head was this crowded house, and I could not breathe. I could not think, and it was complete chaos, and now I feel like it is in order. I can think, and I feel joy for the first time in such a long time. I want to live again. Now I can declare: ‘The Lord has not given me a spirit of fear but the power of love and self-control!’
Categories: Healing
